February 1st, 2010

growing up.

officialjennxpenn:

your best friend becomes your enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the innocent ones turn into sluts. homework goes in the trash. moblie phones are being used in class. detention becomes suspension. soda becomes vodka. undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex.remember when high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties? dads shoulders were the highest place on earth and mom was your hero? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran the fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt you were skinned knees. and goodbyes ony meant untill tomorrow? and we couldnt wait to grow up.

So true, and the last part is the punch. We couldn’t wait to grow up.

January 31st, 2010

awesome!

Despite having to work on a Sunday, and all those stressful and panicky moments, today was really awesome!

I woke up to a lovely face in the morning, had a satisfying breakfast, was driven to work, had more than enough time to prepare for the visit.

Although what could go wrong did go wrong, everything turned out fine, and in fact, enjoyable!

Because I was already in the themepark, my colleague and I rushed to take the Battlestar Galactica Duelling Coasters! And in fact, we took both sides: Humans and Cylons! Honestly speaking, the adrenaline high was so much better than high from drinking… haha

And my day hasn’t even ended yet, though I’m in the office, I think it will get even better!

January 30th, 2010

discouraged.

While I’m still an employee, I’ll always have to deal with shitty things like these.

It may not matter whether I decide to leave, because there are shitty people and shitty things everywhere, the next job might be just as bad.

How I wish that circumstances can be simpler, that everyone can be nicer, that life can be sweeter…

January 26th, 2010

好想你。

你还好吗?我好想好想你。。。

你离开得太突然了,没机会向你道谢。

这几年以来,我真的很感谢你对我的爱与关怀。

如果不是有了你,我哪有今天的自尊心,哪有今天的自信心。

如果不是有了你,我可能都放不下从前的痛苦与悲伤,删除不了那些坏回忆。

如果不是有了你,我可能都无法再放任地爱与相信。

你知道吗?我是真的真的好想你。

January 25th, 2010
Me and Minister Mah

Me and Minister Mah